YOU JUST KEEP ME HANGiN' ON. .

Hey everyone! So much for writing when I said I would. Oh god, I feel like a terrible bloggist. Ha, new word. But yea my computer was acting up so now I'm excited I can finally get on here and write. It's weird everytime I write in here the baby kicks like she enjoys it. As you can see I want to have a girl lol. Butttttttt back to my life..

Well the only thing I guess I can write about or at least I remember ( yea I'm losing it! ) is visiting D.j.'s parents yesterday. For once I finally felt like I was okay to walk in the house and be comfortable. It's not like they make me feel uncomfortable it's just that everytime I go there I have nothing to say! Ha, sounds weird but I just blank out. So anyway we go over there and I actually had a conversation with Dj's mom about all types of stuff. You know definitely about the baby, about my family, about Thanksgiving, about how gangsta I am you know. Ha, I had fun and I hope all the visits from now on are like that cause the whole thing with me not talking just wasn't working. I just don't want them to have these pre-conceieved notions about me. I love talking and I love making conversation I guess I just felt no one really cared about what I had to say. Plus I know Dj doesn't see his family as much as he wants to and so I try to keep my distance and just let them you know hang out and catch up. I can honestly say THE FOWLERS LOVE ME!! hahah. But you can honestly see that Dj's parents want the best for us. I know they went through the same thing just like us and they know the struggles we are going through right now. So it's good to have some input from people who have experienced this.

Other than that, hmm lets see.. me and Dj planned to put up a new bed frame and we definitely messed up. The frame was so lop sided, and we woulda broke it. So now me and Dj have the box spring and the bed on the floor. So basically we are sleeping low. I guess its okay lol. Hopefully we can get this fixed.

I am so bored right about now. I really wanna just leave and I have no way to. I could go to bristol to see my girls but I have to get on the train. The train station is so damn far away and I really don't wanna walk by myself. So I guess Ciara is stuck in the house another weekend. Ughh. Well I will def. write tomorrow. I missed this thing. Love ya! Ciara.